Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Kayit & iBase & Izmir

Ve sonunda, uzunca suren beklemelerimin ve israrlarimin sonucunu aldim. Bugun itibariyle kayit islemlerim ile ilgili olumlu karar cikti. Yanilmiyorsam yarin, kayit islerim basari ile tamamlanacak ve bende doneme kayitli bir ogrenci olacagim :)

Ote yandan, iBase gorusmeleri tamamlandi, imzalar atildi. Umarim herkes mutlu olur :) Ekip cok ciddi ve cok hirsli, basarmamalari icin hic bir neden yok (FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION). Ayrica birbirlerini tamamlayan ozellikleri ekibi gercek bir takim haline sokuyor (Together Everybody Achieves More = T.E.A.M.). Durum boyleyken baslamak icin sabirsizlaniyorum :) Tarih 10 Ocak.

Simdilik hersey yolunda olduguna gore benim de anneme verdigim sozu tutup Izmir'e ailemi ziyarete gitmemem icin hic bir engel yok. Az once bu gece 11:30 icin otobus biletimi Nilufer'den ayirttim (Nilufer).

Bana iyi yolculuklar.
Hasan : Gorusmemiz lazim, (sesli olarak)
Yucel : 2 yada 3 ocak ekip olarak toplaniyoruz ve pasta kesiyoruz


dethron out...




Lamer vs Hacker

Ulkemin zavalli genclerinin bulduklari birkac programla, 3-5 sey ogrenip insanlarin guvenligini ve gundelik hayatlarini tehdit etmelerini, rahatsiz etmelerini siddetle kiniyorum.

Ogrenme amacli yapilan calismalarin disinda Privacy kavramina saygisiszca yapilan saldirilar, kucuk kafali lamer larin kendini ispatlamak isteyen ezik davranislarindan oteye gitmedigi gercegini bilsinler.

Yazik ki az once yapmakta oldugum cok zevkli ve sofistike bir gorusmem karsi tarafin hotmail account unun ele gecirilmesi ile son buldu. Tabi ki hareket ezik bir lamerci nin anlamsiz tatmininden ote bir sey degildir.

Bu tip insanlarin zavalliligini illa onlarin bir taraflarina sokarak ispatlamam mi gerekiyor? Eger oyleyse, anlastik. Ancak bunu sakin bir savas olarak gormesinler, cunku ben zavallilari dusmanim olarak bile kabul etmiyorum. Hiclerden dusman olmaz.

Bir sonraki gelisinizde daha cok sey ogrenin gelin, hersey daha farkli olacak.

dethron out..




Tuesday, December 28, 2004

iBase & Hero & Nacre :)

Bugun hizli bir sekilde baslayan gun guzel haberlerin gelmesiyle devam etti, ve su an guzel bir sekilde noktalandi.

Ilk olarak Fethi Bey ile yapilan ikinci gorusme gayet verimli oldu ve takim elemanlari arasinda ki kaynasma bir nebze saglandi. Ekibin kalaninin da katilimiyla iBase'in cilgin teknoloji gelistirme takimi :P yeni ufuklara yelken acmaya hazir olacaklar.

Gunun devaminda Hero filmi vardi ki, uzun suredir izledigim en basarili eserlerden biriydi. Bu yapit icin film genellemesi gayet basit kacar ve onun onemini yeterince vurgulamaya yetmez. Hos bir filmdi ve vermesi gereken ilhami fazlasiyla verdi ;)

Iste geldik en onemli maddeye :) Onu sona saklamamiz bosa degil tabiki ;) Hayat giderek guzellesiyor. Keske yilbasini beraber gecirebilseydik. (bu kismi caktirmadan yazmam gerekiyordu :$ )

dethron out..




Sunday, December 26, 2004

Today

I've changed my destiny,
I felt it,
Nacre was there,
with new hopes,
There is still smoke in there,
Soon it will be gone,

It was my old desire..
Ready to break my old habit.
Since it was gone 2 years ago...

Now, there is just hopes,
As if it could be.
It is plane tree, my clarity.

dethron out...




We are all gonna die!!! :P

Hasan send me the following link, Asteroid, and i thought it would be interesting to put it in my bloggs ;) The idea is simple : "we are all gonna die" :P:P:P:P

dethron out.

===== The Original Article =====

Near-Earth Asteroid 2004 MN4 Reaches Highest Score To Date On Hazard Scale

Don Yeomans, Steve Chesley and Paul Chodas
NASA's Near Earth Object Program Office
December 23, 2004

A recently rediscovered 400-meter Near-Earth Asteroid (NEA) is predicted to pass near the Earth on 13 April 2029. The flyby distance is uncertain and an Earth impact cannot yet be ruled out. The odds of impact, presently around 1 in 300, are unusual enough to merit special monitoring by astronomers, but should not be of public concern. These odds are likely to change on a day-to-day basis as new data are received. In all likelihood, the possibility of impact will eventually be eliminated as the asteroid continues to be tracked by astronomers around the world.

This object is the first to reach a level 2 (out of 10) on the Torino Scale. According to the Torino Scale, a rating of 2 indicates "a discovery, which may become routine with expanded searches, of an object making a somewhat close but not highly unusual pass near the Earth. While meriting attention by astronomers, there is no cause for public attention or public concern as an actual collision is very unlikely. New telescopic observations very likely will lead to re-assignment to Level 0 [no hazard]." This asteroid should be easily observable throughout the coming months.

The brightness of 2004 MN4 suggests that its diameter is roughly 400 meters (1300 feet) and our current, but very uncertain, best estimate of the flyby distance in 2029 is about twice the distance of the moon, or about 780,000 km (480,000 miles). On average, an asteroid of this size would be expected to pass within 2 lunar distances of Earth every 5 years or so.

Most of this object's orbit lies within the Earth's orbit, and it approaches the sun almost as close as the orbit of Venus. 2004 MN4's orbital period about the sun is 323 days, placing it within the Aten class of NEAs, which have an orbital period less than one year. It has a low inclination with respect to the Earth's orbit and the asteroid crosses near the Earth's orbit twice on each of its passages about the sun.

2004 MN4 was discovered on 19 June 2004 by Roy Tucker, David Tholen and Fabrizio Bernardi of the NASA-funded University of Hawaii Asteroid Survey (UHAS), from Kitt Peak, Arizona, and observed over two nights. On 18 December, the object was rediscovered from Australia by Gordon Garradd of the Siding Spring Survey, another NASA-funded NEA survey. Further observations from around the globe over the next several days allowed the Minor Planet Center to confirm the connection to the June discovery, at which point the possibility of impact in 2029 was realized by the automatic SENTRY system of NASA's Near-Earth Object Program Office. NEODyS, a similar automatic system at the University of Pisa and the University of Valladolid, Spain also detected the impact possibility and provided similar predictions.

December 24 Update: 2004 MN4 is now being tracked very carefully by many astronmers around the world, and we continue to update our risk analysis for this object. Today's impact monitoring results indicate that the impact probability for April 13, 2029 has risen to about 1.6%, which for an object of this size corresponds to a rating of 4 on the ten-point Torino Scale. Nevertheless, the odds against impact are still high, about 60 to 1, meaning that there is a better than 98% chance that new data in the coming days, weeks, and months will rule out any possibility of impact in 2029.

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Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Download Site SuprNova Closes Amid Hollywood Crackdown

Following lines are taken from Reuters. The site supernova.org still has nice stuff ;)

By Adam Pasick
LONDON (Reuters) - SuprNova.org, one of the Internet's most popular sites for finding links to download pirated movies, has been taken offline by its creator amid a legal crackdown by Hollywood's copyright cops.

Slovenia-based SuprNova offered thousands of special files that enabled users to download movies, TV shows, music and other content using the BitTorrent file-transfer network.

Earlier this month, the Motion Picture Association of America launched a barrage of lawsuits against people that operate the so-called "torrent" files, as well as servers on the eDonkey and Direct Connect networks.

SuprNova's creator, who goes by the name Sloncek, took the site down over the weekend, citing the increased legal pressure on those hosting torrent files. In addition to MPAA's civil lawsuits in the United States and Britain, criminal charges were filed in France, the Netherlands and Finland.

"SuprNova.org was more like a hobby that took most of my free time away. And now with current situation, there's too much pressure and I don't have the time for it," Sloncek told the file-sharing Web site Slyck. He did not respond to an emailed interview request from Reuters.

In a message on SuprNova, Sloncek said: "We are sorry to inform you all, that SuprNova is closing down for good in the way that we all know it. We do not know if SuprNova is going to return, but it is certainly not going to be hosting any more torrent links."

BitTorrent has quietly grown into a file-sharing behemoth, devouring up to one-third of the Internet's bandwidth by one research firm's account. Bram Cohen, the programer that created BitTorrent, has warned against using the software for illicit purposes.

BitTorrent's "file-swarming" software breaks a digital file into many pieces, shares the pieces among all users who have downloaded the torrent file, then stitches them back together. It is also used for many non-illicit purposes, such as sharing non-copyrighted music and distributing video game demos.

The shutdown of the premier source for movies and TV downloads through BitTorrent was welcomed by MPAA anti-piracy chief John Malcolm, who has railed against "parasites leeching off the creative activity of others."

"I'm pleased. It was the most popular torrent site," he said. "They took that action voluntarily, so obviously they were concerned about their conduct. It was something we were studying, so I can understand why they were concerned."

Hollywood is desperate to avoid the fate of its corporate cousins in the music industry, who have yet to recover from the illicit MP3 downloading boom that began with Napster. The large size of video content has prevented movie and TV downloads from catching on as quickly, but higher bandwidth and improving compression technology means that it may not be safe for long.

"We are a little bit ahead of the curve in the sense that the movie industry is still making money. Downloading and uploading video has not become, thankfully, mainstream activity the way that downloading and uploading music became," Malcolm said. "We've also gotten out ahead because our industry has not been decimated -- yet."




Drug makers putting complete AIDS treatment in one daily pill

Here, there is another article that I found on the internet. It makes me felt good because i sensed that we have a talent of survival and we never give up.

The original link : Drug makers putting complete AIDS treatment in one daily pill

The article :
In an effort to make medication regimens easier for HIV-positive patients, two drug companies have announced plans to collaborate on the first all-in-one, one-a-day pill to treat the infection.

Currently, the best AIDS treatment requires patients to take two to four pills a day. Less than a decade ago, many patients had to take 25 to 30 pills a day, often at precise times and under specific conditions such as with food, making it extremely difficult for patients to stick to the complex schedule. Missing doses makes it easier for the virus to mutate and become resistant to medication.

In the first collaboration by competing AIDS drug makers, Bristol-Myers Squibb Co. and Gilead Sciences Inc. announced Monday that they have formed a joint venture to test and market a single pill combining three widely used medicines.

Because the three individual drugs already are on the market, the once-a-day combination could be approved and on sale as early as the second half of 2006, said David Rosen, a spokesman for Bristol-Myers Squibb.

"To have it all in a single pill is terrific," Dr. Anthony Fauci, director of the National Institute of Allergy and Infectious Diseases, told The Associated Press.

The combination pill will be made up of Sustiva, made by Bristol-Myers Squibb, and two AIDS drugs made by Gilead Sciences: Viread and Emtriva.

The latter two drugs are members of the same class of AIDS drugs, but they block copying of the AIDS virus at two different points early in its replication cycle. Sustiva is from a different class of drugs and attacks the virus later in the cycle.

The pill is for people diagnosed HIV-positive who have never taken HIV medicines before.

The two companies will have to find a way to combine the component drugs so that the single pill is absorbed the same way, has identical effects, lasts in the body as long and has the same shelf life, said Robert Lipper, vice president of biopharmaceutics research and development at Bristol-Myers.

"It's the first time ever that two companies with competing products have worked together," said Dr. Michael Saag, director of the AIDS Center at the University of Alabama at Birmingham. "This is something patient advocates and a lot of physicians have been pushing for for over a decade."

Fauci said: "We hope it's the beginning of future collaborations."

The three drugs, which are already becoming the treatment of choice, together cost $900 to $1,000 a month. Rosen said it is too soon to say how much the single pill will cost.

The combination does not include a protease inhibitor, a class of drug that has been standard in recent years but that also carries many side effects.




Nacre

I've seen the light of a blind man,
Sorrow is gone, cuz she is not the one,
worry not my friend,
I dodge bullets when she tries,
My soul will have its eternity soon....

dethron out.




Monday, December 20, 2004

The Chemical Formula of LOVE

Thanks Kutlu for the link, i read the whole article and i like it very much. I have already known most of the things in the article, but it is good to see them in one pieces ;) Good luck everyone...

Chemical Formula of Love

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Every reaction in our body, whether or not it can be seen by the eye, has a biochemical trigger. All our emotions and thoughts are linked to biochemical and neurological causes. Same with love. We know that we feel attracted to somebody, sometimes we can justify our attraction, for example because he/she is smart, pretty, nice, trustworthy, etc., sometimes not. It is a proven fact that people are “blinded by beauty”. We love a person because of their beauty; that’s the first thing that attracts us to them. Then other characteristic traits might improve this attraction and turn it into love and attachment.

But what happens after attraction? Well, a process of biochemical mechanisms takes place. One can divide the whole process into three phases: Romance or obsessive love, Desire and Attachment. In these phases hormones and neurotransmitters (little chemical messenger sacs, which transport chemical messages between the nerves) induce the symptoms of love. Some of them function in the romance phase, others in the desire phase.
During the romance phase, our body produces high amounts of dopamin, a neurotransmitter that is important for motivation and causes euphoria. The effects of dopamin are shown in the euphoric behaviour of lovers, who cannot even think properly or rationally about anything. Dopamin makes them sleepless and makes them lose their appetite. An overdose of dopamin might cause hallucinations and meaning underestimation. That’s the case when two lovers think only of love, don’t go to work and just want to stay alone without the rest of the world. In this case, they might underestimate problems, which can severely affect their future.

Adrenalin is also produced in high amounts. It is similar to dopamin and it increases the desire. Adrenalin is normally produced in danger situations or when we are afraid. It declares the “emergency state” in the body. Hearing the phone ringing while waiting for your lover to call increases the adrenalin level. Your heart beats faster, you are confused a little and your blood pressure rises. The same if you see your lover. Another important biochemical factor is serotonin. Serotonin is responsible for mood stimulation. Our body contains 10mg of serotonin. If this concentration sinks, our mood will sink too. A lack in serotonin causes sleep disorders, anxiety, depression and lack of motivation. Besides all these factors there is another essential molecule called the “molecule of love”: beta-phenylethylamine (PEA) or norepinephrine. This makes you feel the euphoria of falling in love.
During the second phase, our body produces other hormones: sex hormones. But the influence of these hormones, especially PEA has a time limit. Its effect may last from three to five years, sometimes for only 18 months. That’s why these feelings of romance and excitement of the romance phase vanish in marriage! Lovers do not feel that attracted to each other as before they married. To understand this fact, you have to read the next lines which tell you about the pathology of love. But in brief, love is like addiction. With time, you need more doses to have the same pleasant feeling. Our brain, the centre that controls the hormone system, has to produce more and more PEA, dopamin, adrenalin, etc. In the course of time we get used to it. We need change! This change means another person to love! That’s why some psychologists say that marriage kills romance and romantic attraction. After that period of time, admiration and attraction leave our mind and body, and attachment lasts. The feeling of comfort with the beloved (as a spouse now) and the feeling of warmth, trustworthiness and understanding makes us attached to that person. The “mad, crazy and chaotic” feeling of love goes away; love itself lasts, maybe forever.
Scientists in the USA wanted to examine the reactions inside our brains when we are in love. In the past, scientists thought that a condition like love, which has enormous effects on the human mind and body, must have a vast reaction space in the brain. Research shows that lovers only use four little parts in their brains when thinking or seeing their lover. Through specific radiation techniques, scientists could mark the parts which are responsible for love. Lovers produce dopamin in high amounts and that’s why they are euphoric. Moreover, scientists in the University of Pisa in Italy examined the effect of serotonin on lovers. They found out that those people who are really and madly in love, lack serotonin. This lack causes depression and mood disorders. Surprisingly, researchers compared between lovers and obsessive compulsive neurotics. They could estimate the relationship between them: both lacked serotonin. This explains why lovers could stay for long hours doing the same thing: thinking of their beloved, watching them, or just talking or holding hands. This is the same as with neurotics, who can stay for a long time doing the same thing repeatedly, like washing their hands or combing their hair.
After reading this, we might ask ourselves whether love might be considered an illness or a weakness? Well, the symptoms of love are pathological; that means they are not normal conditions that are sometimes unpleasant for us. They might also be dysfunctional, which means they prevent us from properly working and functioning in society. I think you’d agree with me that love really prevents you from working “properly”. If you are in love you cannot think rationally, because love “infects” the regions of your brain which are responsible for rational thinking and problem solving. Another fact is that your body, especially in the first days of your “intoxication”, feels idle, and you feel tired. It might be because of lack of sleep or because of the cocktail of hormones inside your body. You try to concentrate but cannot. Well dear, you’ve been infected with love! You can observe this in teenagers writing during their lessons, the name of the person they love, or drawing hearts, flowers and portraits of them in their notebooks. But isn’t this “illness” great? It could motivate you to draw wonderful pictures, write poems or maybe a story about your love. On the other hand, there are teenagers who claim that love has destroyed their lives, but there are also students claiming that after falling in love, their grades have improved. They say that they have learned the true meaning of life.

Well, when does love destroy and when does it motivate? We cannot find an answer to that question because it depends on the person himself. It’s also linked to the social environment and the psychological stability of the teenager. All I want to say is that love could be disastrous and dangerous; this is the case when things get out of control. That’s why you have to try to optimize your feelings. Love is an illness; like other diseases, you can become immune to it.
Some people say love knows no limits; it goes through walls and closed doors. It does not matter how far lovers are, they will love each other no matter what. Well, that’s right guys! In this age of online communication where internet plays a dominant role in almost every home, love through the internet might seem possible, but I believe the strength of the bonding and the feeling of attachment can’t be transported or “downloaded” via internet. Do we really love the person over there? We didn’t see them, maybe we will never be able to see them in real life. All we know about that person is his name, his hobbies, his wishes and we’ve seen a photo of them. That’s all! So what do we really love? The answer is that we love “our imagination”. That means we try to project our deepest wishes on this person. His character traits might help us to take another step towards loving them, but we love them in our fantasies. This is also the case with “regular” love. We project the image we’re looking for on the person we love. We see what we WANT to see. Moreover, our hormones make us blind. That’s why the Egyptian saying goes, the mirror of love is blind!
Well guys, we can see that science has done a great job, going through the path of love, trying to interpret the basics behind our sleeplessness and happiness. Now scientists are trying to understand and analyze these basics in more depth and detail. They found out that chemical molecules called pheromones, which are produced also in our bodies and transported by breath through the air, attract both sexes and carry chemical information to the receptors in our brains. People with dysfunctional pheromones production might stay solo for many years because they can’t communicate with the opposite sex. Nowadays, physicians subscribe sprays or injections to people with a dysfunction like that. And guess what? They become attractive just out of the blue, and there are many of the opposite sex who want to talk, dance and go out with them!
Finally, there is one thing left to mention. Actually, it’s more of an opinion, the opinion of the majority of people who are attracted just by love itself. Although recent researches in this field make singles find their dream lovers and improves the relationship between lovers, there are people who are against these investigations. They want love to be left without any analysis, without any experimentation. They claim that the beauty of love is in its mysteriousness and craziness.

To sum up, I guess we have to accept the spontaneity of love. Leaving it unexplored makes it work! It will not be love if we tried to analyze it part for part, molecule for molecule, but we have to use our scientific knowledge which keeps things from getting out of control.

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Sunday, December 19, 2004

Pazar

Bundan onceki 3 pazarimin oldugu gibi bu pazar da harikaydi. Sanirim pazarin guzel gecmesi benim icin bir gelenek haline geldi, ki bence bu hayat acisindan super bir durum. En azindan haftanin son gunu keyfim nasil olursa olsun, otomatikman yenilenmis olacagim ;) Umarim.

Sabah Gulin'le yaptigim guzel kahvalti, ve arkasindan Pazar gazetelerini okumamla devam etti. Maksimum duzeyde tembellik yaptik, kahvalti sofrasindan 2-3 saat felan kalkmadik. Benim dusuncem, her gencin kahvaltilarina ayni onemi vermesi gerektigi :) zira bundan onceki pazarlar da ayni onemi Bebek'te gecirdigim surelerle kendime gosterdim :)

Tabiki guzel bir kahvaltidan sonra istenebilecek en guzel sey iyi harmanlanmis bir kahvedir. O zaman da dogru adres Gloria Jeans olacaktir ;) Nitekim oyle de oldu. Isletme yeni bir sey icat etmis, takdir ettim kendilerini. Zencefile olan duskunlugum, kahve askimla birlesince cilgin bir karisim cikmis ortaya :)

Aksam Hakan ile hazirladigimiz enfes soslu makarna ise, gunu lezzet acisindan tamamlayan son hamle oldu. Tabi Baha'nin buguladigi baliklar cok lezzetli brownimiz agzimiza layikti. Simdi de tabiki sirt ustu vaziyette, gunun ne kadar lezzetli oldugunu dusunuyorum :P

Genel olarak bakinca paso bogazima calismisim bugun :) Olsun yarasin, gencim ihtiyacim var :) Aaaa bitmis pazar, yarin sabah is var ders var :( Saglik olsun.....

dethron out...




Saturday, December 18, 2004

How to Use a Vagina/Penis

I was wasting my time on the net, and i found following link How to Use a Vagina Then I just realized that unclemelon is a very funny guy. If you have sometime to waste, read the article. At least, it could make me smile ;)

The articles in that site are
1 How to Use a Vagina
2 How to Pickup a Really Hot Babe
3 How to Eat Pussy
4 Virtual Sploogenator
5 Kama Sutra Snowman
6 Snow Peeing Olympic Demonstration Sport
7 Playboy's 50th Anniversary
8 My Paris Hilton Sex Tape with her Sister
9 Screwby Doo Porn Reunion
10 Pudpullers Guide: Britney Spears vs. Stevie Nicks




Friday, December 17, 2004

The Light is gone.

The nacre, the sign of hope
She appeared when I left the pain of the ice-desert behind
I faced up to the curse and endured misery
Condemned I am
I brought hope, but also lies, and treachery....

dethron out. (out from life)




Thursday, December 16, 2004

KOSGEB

Hepimiz KOSGEB'in ne oldugunu bildigimizi dusunuruz. Aceba gercekten biliyormuyuz? Detaylıca bir bakalim. KOSGEB = Küçük ve Orta Ölçekli Sanayi Geliştirme ve Destekleme İdaresi Başkanlığı. Sakın ha "evet ben biliyormusum" demeyin. Cunku bu sadece acilimi, anlamlar uzerine biraz daha detayli dusunelim. Anlam olarakta yukardaki seklinde gordugum bu harf dizisinin aslinda anlami su sekildeymis : Küçük ve Orta Ölçekli Sanayi GeliştirME ve DestekleME İdaresi Başkanlığı, ve kalin bir sekilde yazilmis bu olumsuzluk ekinin bir anlami var; olaki sanayi gelistirecekseniz, sakin bize gelmeyin biz "Sanayi Gelistirme" idaresiyiz, projenin gelismemesi icin her turlu sekilde kostek oluruz anlami sakli.

KOSGEB binasina gidene kadar gercek anlami bilmemenin verdigi butun utanci, oradaki gorevli memur (oya cayci yanlis hatirlamiyorsam), beni elinden geldigince asagilayarak yasatti. Su anda gelistirmekte oldugum bir IT projesi icin destek alma istegimi, binadan hizlica kacma istegine donusturmesi sadece 10 dakika aldi. Gorusme, "IT sektorundeki ortaya cikacak bir urune yapilabilecek destekler nedir, hangi kosullarla verilir", sorum ile basladi ama gidisat inanilmazdi.

Gorevlenin ilk agzindan cikan kelimeler sunlardi : "Bir kere yeni bir urun olmali, daha once kimsenin yapmamis olmasi gerekli, konu arastirilmamis olmali, konu ile ilgili bir ticari urun olmamali; sizinki bunlari saglamiyordur olmaz". Hayatimda dakika 1 gol 1 deyimini bizzat yasadigim anlardan birisiydi. Kendi beyin sinirlariyla gorevli beni yargiladi ve benim projemin ise yaramiyacagi kanaatine vardi. Ben gorevliye yaptigimiz seyin yeni bir urun oldugunu anlatmaya calisinca , "ne ki sizin ki ne yapiyor? yazilim mi bu? ne?" sorulariyla cevap verdi. Kendileri lutfedip konuyu sordular yani. Projeyi tamamen aciklamak istemedigim icin uzeri kapali cevaplar vermek istiyordum, acikcasi fikrimi paylasma dusuncesi, onun calinabilme ihtimaliyle mesguldu. "Insan taniyan bir sistem olacak, sizi tanidiktan sonra sizle ilgili islemleri yurutmenizi saglayacak" cevabini verdim. Hadi bu tanima neler uyuyor bir bakalim; bankamatikler, akbil, guvenli kapilar, windows, .......vb. Liste bu sekilde devam ediyor. Ama muthis gorevlimiz bir bomba daha patlatti. "Var ki bu tip seyler ben gordum, booole gozunu uzatiyorsun seni taniyor onlar" dedi. Gene sinirli beyin kapasitesini sonuna kadar zorlamis ve bu dahice cevabi uretmisti. Acikcasi kendisinin retina tarama ve bu konuda alinmis bir ton patent hakkinda hicbirsey bilmediginden eminim. Ortamda bu kadar patent varken, insanlar bir yenisiyle niye ugrasiyorlar aceba? Daha hizli, daha guvenilir, daha ucuz olmasi olabilir mi aceba? Hangi beyin ozurlu "yok bu alanda patent var biz calismalarimizi bu yonde yapmayalim" der ki!!!!

Sonuc olarak sinirli beyin kapasiteli gorevlimiz (=SBKG) konusma da 2 tane kendince cok anlamli yorumlar cikarabildigi icin kendisi ile onur duyuyordur eminim. Ama bu gurura yenilerini ekleme konusunda comertligi bizi otenazi hakkimizi istemeye mecbur birakti. Benim destekleri anlatmaya devam etmesi yonundeki istemimi su sekilde cevapladi "simdi biz size 70,000 Euro ya kadar para destegi verecegiz ama bunun icin banka teminat mektubu vermeniz gerekecek, bunu yapamayacaksiniz bu yuzden baslamayin" cumlesi ile devam etti. Sanirim giysilerimize bakip bizim boyle bir teminat mektubu getiremiyecegimiz kanisina vardi.

SBKG nin arada patlattigi bir kac bomba ile biz artik, KOSGEB in bize destek degil bariz bir sekilde kostek olacagi kanisinda kesinlesmis ve artik isi dalgaya vurmaya baslamistik. Iste asagida onun sonradan yaptigi yorumlardan bazilari :

1."Biz 3 ayda topluyoruz kurulu siz bize projenizi veriyorsunu biz degerlendircez burda kurulda, sonra yaparsiniz."
* Yeni bir fikiri 3 ay sirf destek onayi icin bekletmek, hmmm, benim kulagima hic hos gelmedi.

2. "Bi kere sizin bu urunun pazar arastirmasini yapmaniz lazim, siz bunu yapmamissiniz ki!!!"
*Eger yaptiniz mi diye sormus olsaydi, bu urun alicinin istegi uzerine gelistiriliyor derdik.

3. "Karsima gelmissiniz ama siz daha sirket bile degilsiniz hazirliklariniz yeterli degil, sizin ki sadece fikir asamasinda."
* Biz 3 sirketi temsilen orada bulunuyorduk, eger SBKG bunu sormus olsaydi, eminim bu sekilde bir cumle kurmazdi.
* Fikir asamasi yorumu ise beni gulduren son nokta idi. Cunku proje icin calisilacak yerli yabanci butun sirketlerle konusulmus ve protokolde anlasmaya varilmisti. Isin yazilimi icin gerekli platformlar secilmis, projenin genel hatlari cizilmisti.

Hmmm sanirim en uzun BLOG um oldu, gereksiz bir kurum ve onun memuru icin cok bile yazmisim. Sonuc olarak ben 3 ay sonra halen yeni olabilecek bir fikri arastirmak icin bu insanlarla paylasacagim, eger onlardan birisi 3 aya kadar yapmaz ise ben belki yapabilecegim. Hayir, bu fikri sevmedim. Devletin boyle bir destekleme ile ciddi bir projeyi cikarmasi acikca imkasiz, cunku otomatikmen 3 ay geriden baslaniyor calisilmaya. Artik KOSGEB benim gozumde sakin teknoloji gelistirme binasi.

Bir sonraki yazi "KOSGEB ve develeti soymanin baska bir yolu" eger benim icin anlamsiz olan bu kurum icin zaman harcamak istersem. :) Istermiyim? Bence hayir :P





Thanks to Costello

She may be the face I can't forget
The trace of pleasure or regret
Maybe my treasure or the prize I have to pay
She may be the song that summer sings
Maybe the children autumn brings
Maybe a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day

She may be the beauty or the beast
Maybe the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a Heaven or a Hell
She may be the mirror of my dreams
A smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem
Inside her shell....

She, who always seems so happy in a crowd
Whose eyes can be so private and so proud
No one's allowed to see them when they cry
She maybe the love that cannot hope to last
May come to leap from shadows in the past
That I remember 'till the day I die

She maybe the reason I survive
The why and wherefore kind of life
The one I care for through the rough and ready years

Me, I'll take the laughter and your tears
And make them all my souvenirs
And when she goes I've got to be
The meaning of my life is
She....She
Oh, she....




Friday, December 10, 2004

Math 483 & Goldie &Sedef

Today was an interesting day. First of all, the project was not ready at 9:00 AM which is very bad but i learnt that the deadline is 13th of December which is very good :) Apart from project it was a tough lecture. After the lecture, Mr.Ersin decided to design a new Quilt for out algebra class. So I and Birkan took a light briefing about what we can do in this new version.

Noon, there was nothing interesting. I went to KOSGEB for GOLDIE, but the repsetentative was not there. So i will try to meet with her at 13th of December. This date, getting higher importance in my life :)

And the rest was incredible :) I saw Sedef for the first time. Although I have known her for a year, i had not seen her until today. Moreover we have also talked over msn messanger and this completes the perfection of the day.

And now, give me a break, i have to talk with Sedef :) I promise i will give more importance to my blog soon :)

Hey Yucel, Hasan, I have good news to share with you, now this is not the right time. Just wait for a couple of days.

dethron out.




Polynomial Factorization over Finite Fields

Hmm, well, it is 00:34 now, and i have exactly 9 hours to complete my 5th project for Math483. The topic of the project is Polynomial Factorization over Finite Fields. And I am starting it now :( What a pitty. I know it will be finished before its deadline but again, it is a painfull process :) Anyway, now, I have to go ... Thank you Hasan for inspring me about creating my blog...

dethron out.